My Pentecostal Faith Carries Me Through
- By Annie Ruth Tew - From The Messenger, December 2006 Issue
To be a member of the Pentecostal
faith is to be a person blessed beyond measure. I am that person. I am appreciative, thankful,
and privileged to have received such a rich heritage of faith from my parents and grandparents. They were both members of the Pentecostal faith (Pentecostal Free Will Baptist). I know for sure that being born into and reared in the Pentecostal faith has had a profound
influence in my life. My mother had a great influence in my life. I grew up listening to her praying
by her bedside every night before she retired for the evening. That is a very effective and precious memory.
I accepted Christ when I was 12 years old during a revival at Stoney Run PFWB Church in Dunn, North Carolina. This was the most important decision of my life. It was there that I first experienced the Pentecostal blessing
of the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. So you see why that church holds a special place in my heart. Those experiences
at such an early age helped me tremendously in early adolescence, and have held strong through the present time.
I have never known any other faith, but I can certainly attest to the fact that my faith has met all my needs and I am perfectly satisfied, content, and happy in my journey with Christ. When you know Him in His fullness and you walk in His Spirit daily, there is no sweeter place one could be. I know I am not always there, but I thank Him that He made it possible to come into His presence
at anytime.
My faith has carried me through many situations, some good and some not so good; some joyous and some sad. I am sure that the not so good times have been for my good. The not so good times are character building. Sometimes this hurts, but it strengthened my faith and trust in God. I am challenged many times by the stillness of the night, but in the silence comes an anointing and power.
To me, the most rewarding part of the Pentecostal faith is knowing that God’s power is so strong and mighty. And just think . . . He makes the same power available to you and me! The more intimate I become with God the more He reveals Himself. I find myself in His presence and His presence gives me peace and joy . . . joy unspeakable and full of glory!
My Pentecostal faith has had a great impact in my life. It has taught me how important it is to make right choices and how the choices you make affect your life and the lives of others around you. My faith has made me aware that God has a plan for every person He has created, and that means He has a plan for me. I have prayed continuously for God to direct my
steps in the path He would have me go. I know He has done that for me and answered my prayer. Things pretty much have fallen in place for me, and I know this is not luck or by chance. I am not boasting or bragging; I give God the credit because I know He is looking out for me as He promised. That is a great feeling!
After graduating from high school, God helped me to make the second most important decision of my life. I married
my high school sweetheart Mack Reid Tew! This was the second best thing I ever did! We moved to Raleigh, North Carolina and had a wonderful, blissful marriage for 31 years. Over the years four precious sons were born into our family.
Then one day so unexpectedly God called my husband, my sons’ father, home to heaven to be with Him. This changed our lives forever. It was the darkest day of my life. I was in shock and completely devastated to say the least. But immediately I knew one thing that I had not lost, and that was Jesus.
I thank God that He can make good come from a bad situation. A blessing can come from loss and pain. I had never felt so close to Jesus in all my life as I did during this time. It felt as if He gathered me in His arms just as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings. This is where I found protection and comfort. I am a witness that God’s Word is true. God is near the broken hearted (Psalm 34:18). He carried me during this time, because He knew I could not bear the burden myself.
Out of this trial God brought me to a higher level of trust. I learned to trust God like I never had before. He spoke to my heart and told me to just trust Him. I did that to the best of my ability. He impressed such a deep trust in my spirit it was as if God was right by my side all the time. This helped me so much during that time of grief.
The feeling is so amazing. It’s just indescribable. Only the Comforter knows this feeling. Oh, what a comfort is the Holy Spirit! This is another benefit of the Pentecostal faith. Thank God for Pentecostal faith!
Although I was not aware, providence was working for me all the time. God knows our destiny so He had prepared me for the secular work force and even provided the perfect
job. I had been a homemaker all my married life. A few years prior to my husband passing, we needed a part-time secretary at our church, which is North Haven PFWB Church in Raleigh, North Carolina. It seemed that everyone who was interviewed for the position did not work out for some reason. My youngest son had just started the first grade and I desperately needed something to do, so I volunteered
until the right person came along.
Well, you can imagine how that turned out! I got stuck, but that was all right with me. I was enjoying a different kind of work, but I soon found that I needed to brush up on my typing skills that had been dormant for so long. I enrolled at a local college for that reason only, but I ended up completing two years and graduated from Hardbarger Jr. College.
God knew I would need a good job with two boys left at home to rear and educate. When that time came, I applied for a position at Meredith College, in Raleigh, North Carolina
and was hired within one week.
This was a great work experience for me. I couldn’t have asked for anything better. I worked 10 years in the Office of the Dean of Students. I learned early on that the Dean was the widow of a Baptist Minister who was killed in an auto accident. Like myself, she has four children. We had much in common and could relate to each other very well. Again, I was in the right place at the right time. When the Dean retired, I worked a couple years longer, and then I decided to retire.
I stayed home a year or so and what do you know, yes, I wanted to go back to work. But now I’m an empty nester, and I only want to work part-time. God did it again; He gave me another fabulous job at Trinity Baptist Church in Raleigh, North Carolina. I only work four mornings each week. This gives me the best of both worlds. God keeps His promises. He is my husbandman, my protector, and my provider.
A strong faith has never been needed more than it is in the world today. We live in such a chaotic, stressed, and violent world. We must have a faith that is authoritative and powerful. We need the Holy Spirit working in the lives of men, women, boys and girls. If this amazing and majestic
power was released in all Christians, can you imagine what could be accomplished in our world today?
My desire for my own life is to be obedient and faithful to God’s Word. I want to follow His plan for my life, and to please Him in everything I do. Above all I want Jesus to get all the praise and glory!
- By Annie Ruth Tew - From The Messenger, December 2006 Issue
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